I still don't listen to music
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|Fri, 09-21-2012 - 1:55pm|
My phone broke in May and I have yet to put all my favourite songs on my new one.
I miss listening to music (I walk to work, 40 minutes)
But I am probably better off since music *still* makes me so emotional.
I realized that I am thinking about him a little more this week. I am pretty overwhelmed at work (probably why I am here right now, need a break!) and he used to be the thing I thought of if I had other stuff I didn't want to think about, does that make sense? Of course, thinking about him, to make me feel better, is not working so well any more!
One the one hand I am very proud of myself for not caving. I am 99% sure he would be happy to hear from me.
But it does bug me that I still give him too much headspace this far out.
I have always had mood issues in September for some reason and it is cool and rainy here today which is not helping.
So, posting in here today, instead of doing anything, um, dumb.
I know I won't. I am too far out and too much healed.