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I Suck!
| Fri, 10-15-2004 - 10:40am |
Went exactly 48 hours, then I sent him a text. Pretty much begging him to come back to me. Stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid. Luckily he hasn't responded, so that's a good thing. Maybe he didn't even get it (his phone can be temperamental) and I at least got it out. Jeez! I could just STRANGLE myself! Oh well, no Braum's or Wendy's for me!

But thanks for the smile. I turned my phone off, not that he would call anyway. Feeling sick. Want to go home. But if I do, he's there. can NOT do this to myself.
Don't beat yourself up! You had a weak moment, we all do! You can only control what you do from here on out. Stick to your decision of NC. Move forward with your head high and promise to only honor yourself from now on, not lower yourself because you feel week. It will pay off!!! You'll be ok, I promise. We are here for you so post away next time you get the urge to call him!
XOXO
Lily
We all slip up -- I had a post today about how ticked off I was at myself for tallking to him when he called. Now I have to start over on the NC. Tomorrow wil be day one for me. Again.
Did you feel OK the rest of the day? I hope you are feeling better after reading all the posts!
Meg