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|Tue, 08-27-2013 - 11:22pm|
Day one down. I'm used to being ignored the day after from AP, so no crying or anything. Instead of drama as usual, nc will do just fine. I leaned on my cousin and vented. Being the over thinker I am, I tried to figure out the why's, but she helped me not go there. It doesn't matter; just like I didn't matter. I'm not bitter, stating facts. He said things to make me think he cared. And I wanted to believe him. I wanted to be with him and believe him and in him and us. The way he treated me is not love. That much I am trying to convince myself today.