I was doing so well....
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I was doing so well....
| Mon, 02-23-2004 - 1:28pm |
I was doing so well with NC and feeling strong. Thoughts about contacting OM crossed my mind a time or two but I dismissed them without too much trouble. I had blocked him from all of my e-mail accounts and have keeping my cell phone off so he couldn't reach me.
Then today, I get an instant message from him on another forum that I frequent. UGH. He is telling me that he had a major health episode over the weekend and had to drive himself to the hospital (he tried to reach me). He is frightened about his health and asked me to pray for him. Of course, as soon as I read it, I cried.
I replied to him with a very brief IM giving him permission to contact me on that forum or at my work number if he needs me. I hope I don't live to regret that.. I want to stay strong and keep him at arms distance, but he is really pushing my buttons right now with this sob story.
