I wobbled and tripped
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I wobbled and tripped
| Sun, 12-19-2010 - 12:47pm |
As most of you know, I have really been struggling. T is helping me discover a whole lot about my messed up self. I had a T session on Thursday and I was about as far down in the dumps as I could be. I just sobbed and sobbed, trying to figure out why I feel I am so unlovable, which is one of the cruxes of my problems.
I do so much for others, I appear so strong and independent, I am the woman with brass ovaries. I read people well and mold myself to situations.

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Just like they say about quitting smoking - just pick yourself up, dust yourself off and continue on.
Just saying,
Man, I'm sorry you did this to yourself.
Iddy and Clarity,
No one is more disappointed in me than myself. I'm thinking about why I did that. Why I really texted him. I was so horribly down and feeling so terribly alone.
You are such an asset to this Board, we'd hate to lose you...so move away from the B&B :)
(hugs)
Clarity
alwayst2, I feel so new to be offering you anything of worth. But your response to my cry for help was so strong and full of conviction, I know you can do this-- get up again.
Always,
So sorry to hear you had a little slip up but dont beat yourself up over it.
I will join in with all the other people here and say that your words helped me come out from a very dark place, you are an asset to this board, we all need you here and love you. I'm so sorry you are going through a hard time now, but take comfort in the thought that these struggles will develop your strengths.
Thinking of you
V888
xxxxx
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