I'm baaack and never been happier to be here

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Registered: 04-01-2010
I'm baaack and never been happier to be here
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Sun, 10-10-2010 - 7:06pm

Hello Ladies and Gentlemen.

I've been gone for months because, as you can probably guess, I just couldn't give up my A. Mine was LD and

Oct. 12, 2010 -- began my personal search and rescue mission.

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iVillage Member
Registered: 11-16-2009
Sun, 10-10-2010 - 7:34pm

First hello!

iVillage Member
Registered: 11-22-2009
Sun, 10-10-2010 - 7:54pm

Welcome back, Alwayst.

Here's hoping the 3rd time is the charm.

It was for me.

((Hugs))

Be where you are; otherwise you will miss your life. ~ Buddha
iVillage Member
Registered: 01-18-2010
Sun, 10-10-2010 - 10:32pm

You will live and you can live well....very well, provided you really end it this time. I like your friend...stay close to her and the board for continued success. Happy you are back....now stay here and get to work.

Luvin
Yo Soy EL Capitan de Mi Vida
iVillage Member
Registered: 04-11-2010
Mon, 10-11-2010 - 5:24am

Hi Always

Glad to meet you and join you on your journey. I have huge ups but the downs dont feel quite as devestating (5 weeks out) so Im hoping thats a trend and not a glitch :)

Now you sooooo cant allude to something funny and embarrassing and then not share it.... do we get a hint?

Iggyxx

You are what you consistently do
iVillage Member
Registered: 04-01-2010
Mon, 10-11-2010 - 9:24am

It will be, Iddy. I promise. :)

Oct. 12, 2010 -- began my personal search and rescue mission.
iVillage Member
Registered: 04-01-2010
Mon, 10-11-2010 - 9:31am

Still too embarassed to share. I'll just say that he's probably convinced I'm a bunny boiling psycho now. At first I felt a desperate need to convince him that I'm not, but the more I thought about it, the funnier it became and now I think it's hilarious and I'm just going to let him go on living in fear of me. Hahahaha.

Stupid, foolish game. He really is JAM and it really doesn't matter.

And yes, I do have a lot of work to do on myself. I actually have been doing a lot of work over the past several months, but there was this thinnest of threads that was keeping me tied to the ego strokes I was getting from xAP. That thread broke and I have landed on my feet, thank God!!

Mine was not a love affair (are any of them, really??); it was much more a game between us. I am so relieved for it to be over. Finally. Even if I had to totally embarrass myself in the process, it was worth it. :)

~alwayst2

Oct. 12, 2010 -- began my personal search and rescue mission.
iVillage Member
Registered: 04-20-2009
Mon, 10-11-2010 - 9:38am

Welcome back. I hope your 'never again' moment sticks with you.

iVillage Member
Registered: 10-20-2009
Mon, 10-11-2010 - 2:24pm

Welcome Back Alwayst2...I thought of you often and wondered where you went.

BE the change that you want to see in the world! Life loves me and I love life! <3
iVillage Member
Registered: 03-29-2009
Mon, 10-11-2010 - 8:25pm

Welcome back, Alwayst2.

As repeat offender----it took me two tries---i have a bit of a soft spot for we slow learners.

silence is eloquent, silence is dignified, silence is heard. ...
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Registered: 09-25-2006
Mon, 10-11-2010 - 9:39pm

I do believe that you just shared with us how to get over an affair.

Onward and upward.

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