I'm baaack and never been happier to be here

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Registered: 04-01-2010
I'm baaack and never been happier to be here
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Sun, 10-10-2010 - 7:06pm

Hello Ladies and Gentlemen.

I've been gone for months because, as you can probably guess, I just couldn't give up my A. Mine was LD and

Oct. 12, 2010 -- began my personal search and rescue mission.

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Registered: 09-22-2010
Mon, 10-11-2010 - 10:55pm

How are those cycles of giddy happiness/regret going? I find them exhausting, and am really hoping that the happiness is taking centrestage for you.

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Registered: 02-02-2010
Tue, 10-12-2010 - 7:26am

Welcome back Always- I too am a repeat offender. I ended my A more times than I can count, or care to count. But it certainly sounds like this is it for you. I remember that feeling- that feeling that THIS time it truly was the end. And I too felt free, unburdened, relieved, resolved... and that lasted for a few weeks and then of course, I cycled downward. I urge you to prepare yourself for that and guard yourself. What can you do to protect yourself from going back? Have you blocked him in every manner? Take heart, this will be an up and down battle as you already know, but if you keep the course, you will come out the other side a stronger woman.

Jane
NC/LC since January 28, 2010
http://secretlifeofjane.wordpress.com/
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Registered: 08-10-2010
Tue, 10-12-2010 - 11:26am

Welcome back Always!

Count me in on the ones that tried many

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Registered: 06-17-2010
Tue, 10-12-2010 - 2:19pm

Welcome back Always :)

Make this ending your last one!

Amber - I'm glad you shared your XAP's response to your drunken message. It is really an eye opener, isn't it? It's a lesson for everyone to remember how foolish and pathetic you look when you beg and plead by breaking NC.

Bodhi

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