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| Tue, 01-11-2011 - 6:35am |
Hey all
Well I had my trip away- 3 weeks in USA. Was fantastic and loved every monute. I havent been on EAS at all so I have alot of catching up to do.
I made a NY resolution- go on EAS more! I have avoided EAS while I was trying to down play my exA and stay away from anything that reminded me of it. But gosh I need that daily jolt to keep me straight! I havent strayed- dont panic- but my foggy thinking has returned.
What is it about A's that just cling and cling like the smell of cigarette smoke in your clothes! He used me, he was never really in love with me, I was never really in love with him, but yet I STILL cannot totally stop romancing those early good days.
This year I have had no contact from him at all for Christmas or NY. This time last year I received lots of messages from him, looking forward to seeing each other after the break,, blah blah. I get that its better not to have him or the A, but GOD why cant I just stop thinking about it!!!!!
I NEED EAS! Im back girls!
Now how do I bookmark the EAS board????? Help?
Iggy xxxx

I am so glad you have returned from my homeland back to yours safe and sound, and very glad that you will be around more. I understand it when the mind travels back to the good times of an A, as long as you keep everything in perspective; what it really was, how you were deceiving the people you are committed to, what we went through only to end up with nothing but a paradoxical memory, and that we now can help others who are going through the same.
To bookmark, just use your bookmark tool in whatever browser you use, but don't save it as EAS. Call it women's health or something your H would never want to peak at. ;-) Us S gals don't have to worry about this, so maybe other MW will have a better suggestion for you.
Welcome back. We've missed you.
(((Hugs)))
Iggy,
I'm so glad you enjoyed your holiday to the
Hey Iggy
Welcome back.... i have not been posting much but have missed my little Vegemte.....
Trust me,
New Choices, New Chapter,
New Challenges,
Hey guys
NC what happened??? Last I heard H was sort of ok with trying to put it behind you all. Please email me and let me know what happened. Im sooooo here for you friend!!!
Yes I need to get tougher on my post A feelings. I seem to have great weeks - feel strong and think of him still- but with a healthy attitude to putting it in my rear view mirror. But other weeks (like last few) I get very soppy about it.
I think its right though that its all about my mood and whats happening in my life. Turn up the stress and I run home to my fantasy. I need to deal with it all!!!!
Yes Iddy- USA rocks!!! I loved it over there! NY was amazing!
Iggyxxx