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| Sun, 11-14-2010 - 9:18am |
Hello everyone.
Not sure who's still here that may remember me from the past. I relapsed, went back, he left home, still at parents, the financial responsibility is seeing him unable to get a place of his own and I'm at a point where I've realised, I couldn't cope with the continuous contact with his XW over the kids. My problem I know which is why I am here, begging for support to help me maintain NC.
I called it off this morning. I haven't really got upset, think I'm numb, plus my anti-depressants I'm on from the last breakup during the summer have kicked in nicely now so perhaps that's helping.
I just need the support I got from you all before, if you remember me or not.
This is gonna break me for the last time, but this time, I want to get over it and move on,whether that's with dh or not.
I've missed you.
Pikulou

(((Piku)))!
I've thought about you many, many times and wondered how you were. I'm very glad you came back. You can do this :) You might want to post your full story - there are a lot of new faces here.
Much love,
Bodhi
((Pikulou))
Of course I remember you. I was saddened when you left us, but you weren't the first or will you be the last. I am just so very happy that you have returned, and it appears this time you have reached your "Enough is enough" status.
It's good that you are on anti-Ds. I did the same thing...started taking them when I knew the end was approaching, and they really did help dull the pain of yanking that 230 lb affair plug out of the drain. :smileywink:
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You've got it! We are here to serve and support 24/7. :smileyhappy: Well, some of us seem to be night owls, right Melinda?
So, welcome back, take a look around because the board has many new features (some I am still getting used to), and the Healing Library has been refurbished by many new articles, compliments of one our newbies, Newlife.
(((Hugs))
Hey, Pikulou-
I'm still here and I remember you.
I knew you'd all be here with unconditional support... I was just praying for it.
I've told my dh that i'm not in love with him anymore and I want to leave. Probably the wrong time to confront everything... but I want to be truthful, I can't live the lie anymore.
It was so great to see those familiar names, iddy, deeulta, bodhi - how are youall keeping? I'd love to hear fromthe ones that were as low as I was when I was last here, but they've came on leaps and bounds?
I'm glad, and sad to be back.
Love to you all
pikulou - wil repost my story
Hey Momma,
Yo Soy EL Capitan de Mi Vida