I'm back

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Registered: 07-01-2010
I'm back
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Sun, 11-14-2010 - 9:18am

Hello everyone.

Not sure who's still here that may remember me from the past. I relapsed, went back, he left home, still at parents, the financial responsibility is seeing him unable to get a place of his own and I'm at a point where I've realised, I couldn't cope with the continuous contact with his XW over the kids. My problem I know which is why I am here, begging for support to help me maintain NC.

I called it off this morning. I haven't really got upset, think I'm numb, plus my anti-depressants I'm on from the last breakup during the summer have kicked in nicely now so perhaps that's helping.

I just need the support I got from you all before, if you remember me or not.

This is gonna break me for the last time, but this time, I want to get over it and move on,whether that's with dh or not.

I've missed you.

Pikulou

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Registered: 06-17-2010
In reply to: pikulou
Sun, 11-14-2010 - 9:51am

(((Piku)))!

I've thought about you many, many times and wondered how you were. I'm very glad you came back. You can do this :) You might want to post your full story - there are a lot of new faces here.

Much love,

Bodhi

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Registered: 11-22-2009
In reply to: pikulou
Sun, 11-14-2010 - 9:58am

((Pikulou))

Of course I remember you. I was saddened when you left us, but you weren't the first or will you be the last. I am just so very happy that you have returned, and it appears this time you have reached your "Enough is enough" status.

It's good that you are on anti-Ds. I did the same thing...started taking them when I knew the end was approaching, and they really did help dull the pain of yanking that 230 lb affair plug out of the drain. :smileywink:

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You've got it! We are here to serve and support 24/7. :smileyhappy: Well, some of us seem to be night owls, right Melinda?

So, welcome back, take a look around because the board has many new features (some I am still getting used to), and the Healing Library has been refurbished by many new articles, compliments of one our newbies, Newlife.

(((Hugs))

Be where you are; otherwise you will miss your life. ~ Buddha
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Registered: 04-20-2009
In reply to: pikulou
Sun, 11-14-2010 - 10:12am

Hey, Pikulou-

I'm still here and I remember you.

iVillage Member
Registered: 07-01-2010
In reply to: pikulou
Mon, 11-15-2010 - 4:18am

I knew you'd all be here with unconditional support... I was just praying for it.

I've told my dh that i'm not in love with him anymore and I want to leave. Probably the wrong time to confront everything... but I want to be truthful, I can't live the lie anymore.

It was so great to see those familiar names, iddy, deeulta, bodhi - how are youall keeping? I'd love to hear fromthe ones that were as low as I was when I was last here, but they've came on leaps and bounds?

I'm glad, and sad to be back.

Love to you all

pikulou - wil repost my story

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Registered: 01-18-2010
In reply to: pikulou
Mon, 11-15-2010 - 10:16am

Hey Momma,

Luvin
Yo Soy EL Capitan de Mi Vida