IM Back! & Tempted to go back to M HELP

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Registered: 10-26-2004
IM Back! & Tempted to go back to M HELP
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Sat, 12-04-2004 - 1:11am

I do believe I'm back! I thought I was doing well. After being away from these message boards for 1 month! Yeah, me and M broke up our lustie affair for one another 4 weeks ago! Now, I've manage to heat back the burning candle that had no wax to heat from. I'm horrible in fact! I saw him today in a diffrent why, there after awhile of the avoiding stage> hi's, how are you -etc!

It all begin to lighten up when he got my father to come over his place to spend time w/him. It lead me to back to his arms in which it lighten up a little flame! He gave me those gugu eyes, ya know the "I want you" L@@K! Yeah, we talk a few on the phone and he wanted to meet him for a one timer. I never did have any sex with him just kissing etc, now he still urges for that lust of sex, I haven't gave him. He told me to call him tonight.

What I do you guys!????? I'm falling back to an affair! Perhaps, a heat of flaming sex!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not just LUST! Someone please encourage me from not dialing tonight!

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Registered: 04-02-2003
Sat, 12-04-2004 - 4:21pm
Only you can stop yourself from dialing that phone. You want to do a booty call? Do you have that much lack of self esteem or are you just that horny that you don't care? Your business, but if you do the back and forth thing you are going to be on this board a long , long time.

Jazzdiva

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Registered: 03-30-2003
Sat, 12-04-2004 - 4:42pm

"What I do you guys!????? What do you do????? Masturbate!

Love
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Registered: 04-02-2003
Sat, 12-04-2004 - 6:08pm
Well Love, some women are fine with making the booty call and being the booty call. To each his own. I know that I would feel awful afterwards. My XOM had an affair with another woman and that is what it was all about with her. Half the time he didn't want to screw her, in his words "Skank gets old really fast".

Jazzdiva

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Registered: 10-26-2004
Tue, 12-07-2004 - 10:40am

I do believe from the last post, temptaion of calling him back lingered. Push came to shove, I ended up not calling him back. I guess, the end of the affair continues as "The End." If I could do it by not dialling the numbers, you guys can do it! It was difficult, but it is better then falling back into BURNING flames....................~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~:oO~~~~~OUCH!

By the way, this message board posting- that many people get confused , "ENDING AN AFFAIR SUPPORT" IS NOT** an "ENDED AN AFFAIR SUPPORT** Which means we can post about or falls when we turn back into our M love. That is why, we are in the process of> ending an affair in which we are longing for SUPPORT! :o) Just for those who are recovery from an ended affair, there is a message board called, ended affair support.

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Registered: 10-26-2004
Tue, 12-07-2004 - 10:41am

I do believe from the last post, temptaion of calling him back lingered. Push came to shove, I ended up not calling him back. I guess, the end of the affair continues as "The End." If I could do it by not dialling the numbers, you guys can do it! It was difficult, but it is better then falling back into BURNING flames....................~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~:oO~~~~~OUCH!

By the way, this message board posting- that many people get confused , "ENDING AN AFFAIR SUPPORT" IS NOT** an "ENDED AN AFFAIR SUPPORT** Which means we can post about or falls when we turn back into our M love. That is why, we are in the process of> ending an affair in which we are longing for SUPPORT! :o) Just for those who are recovery from an ended affair, there is a message board called, ended affair support.

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Registered: 10-26-2004
Tue, 12-07-2004 - 10:42am

I do believe from the last post, temptaion of calling him back lingered. Push came to shove, I ended up not calling him back. I guess, the end of the affair continues as "The End." If I could do it by not dialling the numbers, you guys can do it! It was difficult, but it is better then falling back into BURNING flames....................~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~:oO~~~~~OUCH!

By the way, this message board posting- that many people get confused , "ENDING AN AFFAIR SUPPORT" IS NOT** an "ENDED AN AFFAIR SUPPORT** Which means we can post about or falls when we turn back into our M love. That is why, we are in the process of> ending an affair in which we are longing for SUPPORT! :o) Just for those who are recovery from an ended affair, there is a message board called, ended affair support.