I'm feeling weak today

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Registered: 04-29-2004
I'm feeling weak today
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Thu, 05-27-2004 - 12:48pm
I've been thinking about XMM quite a bit (ok, the thought of him goes thru my mind every single day, more than i want to admit), but it's been tough this week especially. As some of you know, we have decided to remain friends and i work with him, so i see him there and he's been the one contacting me on our days off. And our contact this week has been every single day (it hasn't been like that since the A part ended). Then i read that post "Life changing moment" and it brought everything back cuz i began thinking about how the A started. And i have to tell ya, there's a very fine line between remaining friends after the A and the A itself. I guess i just need a little support right now during my weak moment and it helps me to be able to say this to someone out there who knows how ime feeling right now....thanks for listening :)
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Registered: 05-27-2004
Thu, 05-27-2004 - 1:05pm
When you think about him, do you find yourself wishing that the A was still going on and that you were more then friends? Do you think there is a chance of that happening? If so, how do you feel about it? I can't imagine how hard it would be to work and be friends with my XMM. Have you considered switching jobs or do you like that daily contact? Sorry for all the questions, I'm just curious.
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Registered: 04-29-2004
Thu, 05-27-2004 - 1:25pm
I think i do wish that it was still going on since i miss that part of him too (physical closeness) and i really don't know where i do stand since we have "slipped" a couple times back to the A part, so that makes it just that more confusing for me. Even though i know i have been better off not in the A itself cuz of the intensity of emotions that came along with the A.

I'm just feeling confused here lately after reading that one post and everything coming back fresh to my mind again (things i've tried to forget about or haven't really thought about since then). And yea, it's tough working with him and seeing him especially when the W comes around. I have put in an app elsewhere to get myself out of the situation, but that takes some time for the hiring process. np with the questions.