I'm getting there!!!
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I'm getting there!!!
| Wed, 03-17-2004 - 6:13am |
I'm getting to the point where, thoughts of XMM are fewer & fewer. He still tries to contact me sometimes. Mostly at work tho cause he knows I won't answer my cell phone. He still states that he "cares for me", and all that stuff. One day he called and said that he never sees me anymore.(Boo hoo). I told me, we could go to lunch like I do with my friends, (knowing he would not go for that), and sure enough he said he couldn't sit across a table from me and not be able to hold me, etc. What Bull***. The amount of calls have gotten fewer over that past couple of weeks, and I think maybe eventually he will give up. And move on. Like most do.
In my experience with all this, I look back and think, gosh, why did I put myself thru it. Seeing only what I wanted to see, or hearing what I wanted to hear. (Sweet words, smooth talk, and affection). The sad part is that he is a good looking man, devoted to his kids, (you know the stories), if only he could be so devoted to himself and realize that, one day kids will be grown and gone, the wife will probably have left too, being tired of his ways. And he will be end up a lonely man.
Just venting!!!!
TCOM

Isn't it just amazing that when the clouds lift and you are seeing more clearly what everything is really like.
Keep moving forward.