im hurting

iVillage Member
Registered: 04-10-2004
im hurting
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Wed, 04-14-2004 - 3:45pm
I MISS HIM SO MUCH. I KNOW THIS IS FOR THE BEST I MEAN I HAVE TOLD HIM SEVERAL TIMES NO I DONT WANT TO DO THIS BUT GOD DOES THIS HURT KNOWING THIS IS THE END. I GOT WEAK AND CALLED HIM HE WONT PICK MY PHONE CALLS UP. I THANK GOD FOR THAT ONE BECAUSE ALL IT WILL DO IS START MY AF ALL OVER AGAIN. I LOVE HIM AND MISS HIM. I NEED TO BE STRONG AND NOT CALL OR THINK ABOUT HIM.IM SO GALD FOR THESE MESSGAE BOARD THEY HELP SEEING IM NOT THE ONLY ONE IN THESE SHOES.

SAD AND WAITING FOR TIME TO GO BY.

iVillage Member
Registered: 04-13-2004
In reply to: baccarat35
Wed, 04-14-2004 - 3:59pm
It does hurt. I understand. It amazes me how strong some people are. These responses I have been getting make me smile and feel better but it still does hurt. We all know what we have to do but we all also know how hard it is. I feel silly giving any advice to any of these posts since I am in NO position to be giving people advice as I am just as sad and weak as you feel right now. Coming here is wonderful therapy though. My only advice is to keep coming here for comfort. It does help. If you are feeling sad then go out and do something YOU love that can take your mind off of this for just a bit. Its hard I know...but its an immediate emotion that is happening now that will soon pass. If you are moping around, then get up and get out! Go get some fresh air to clear your mind. Hope your sadness passes soon....