I'M IN LOVE!!!
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| Sun, 02-06-2005 - 1:07am |
Well not really, but I met someone I think I might be interseted in, and it's not MM!!! He came into work today, (he's been my client for a while now) and I never really noticed him take an interest in me until today. Maybe because I never wanted to notice because of XMM. Well he hasn't technically asked me out YET, but we were talking about a common interest that goes on in the summer (the same place that started my A with MM)and he said "maybe you can come with me sometime." I guess he's always kind of flirted with me but I never really gave him signals that i'd be interseted. And I really didn't think I would be until after he left today. Now I can't wait til he comes in again.I know it's way too soon to get excited over him and I don't even think it's really "him" I'm excited about. Just the thought that I can actually be attracted to another man who, by the way, is SINGLE, makes me happy. I guess I just noticed that I'm finally wanting to get out there again. I think the best part of the whole thing is if I DO actually go to this place with this guy, MM will definately see me there with him. How could I not go?? Just seems so appropriate doesn't it??Anyway, it's nice to look forward to seeing someone again and be able to gush about it with my friends. He should be in again in a couple weeks. It must be the NC working!! (even with a couple screw ups thrown in there.) Happy day for me. :)
Pal

Pal
Ya'll have now ya here !!!
Free
Pal:
I am so smiling for you. I am "almost" there myself. I am forcing myself to talk to others and trying to meet others. Its a lil disappointing when they don't hold up to some standards...but practice dates etc do help alot. Its a feeling one gets when you know its "time" to meet others etc. So i know what you are feeling. It feels so much healthier and happier.
I am so proud of you. Please know that we are all pulling for healthy and happy things for you.
Yaaaaaaaaaaaaay Pal!
Go with the good vibe and the relief of looking forward instead of backwards! You deserve it.
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Lizzie
Thanks for the kind words Free and Lizzie!! I'm quite excited for myself also!! (and it was mostly the people on this board who have helped me get where I am now.) Not quite over the whole thing, but can feel myself getting there!! YAY!!!!
Pal