I'm officially done with this phase of..
my life. I have had a rotten week and I'm so tired of feeling this way and it is time that it ends once and for all. There are a variety of things going on in my life right now and I need to focus on what is important. In my logical mind OM is not an important aspect. He was a player, arrogant,self-centered and stand-offish. I am tired of feeling like I owe him something because I was the one that was married. He could've cared less if I was married or not. He was not into the relationship for the long haul. He told me when we first met that he broke up with the last four women he dated, which is a sign there. He broke 1/2 of the plans we ever made, never answered the phone when I called, was always "away on business" on the weekends (business on the weekends....that's a good one!!!) Besides, he may have been great to look at but he made the most bizarre grunting noises when he "finished" (I asked him the first time if he was okay, really ticked him off) and out of bed he was boring. I can only hear so much about how he is part Italian, wears the finest clothes, likes the best wines, blah bblah blah.... Yuckk was I totally crazy.....
I am not going to post about him anymore. I'm pretty bored of discussing him. I will keep checking in here because I'd really miss you guys if I never checked in!!!
Thank you for everything and GT if I slip and write a whiny "poor me" post please remind me of this and put me in my place!!!
Love to you guys,