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Interesting day. Feel pretty good.
| Tue, 11-09-2004 - 6:08pm |
Hello all. As I'm sure everyone knows, my A with my friend's H is over. And their daughter had surgery today. MM's W (my friend) called me after the surgery and thanked me for dd's balloons. I wasn't feeling too terrible after talking to her amazingly. However, and you will be so proud, HE tried to call my cell phone twice tonight, and I DIDN'T ANSWER!!! But what surprised me was that he didn't leave me a message, and he has NEVER called my cell without leaving me a message. I don't really know what to make of that. What did he want to tell me???? I'm sure it wasn't that he has decided to leave his wife, and I'm not really up for it if he was going to tell me how gloriously happy he is, so I figured there wasn't much for us to talk about. Rather surprised he tried to break NC though. (And secretly kind of happy about it. Yes, I'm ashamed.) 4 days down and counting. After a meltdown last night, I feel pretty good today. Thanks for listening.

It takes a long time to not secretly be glad that he called and broke NC even when you don't answer. I haven't got there myself and its been one year. I think when we are not glad we will have really recovered.
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