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It feels different...
| Sat, 04-10-2010 - 7:51am |
Hi everyone,
Well where to start... I suppose by saying I couldnt or wouldnt stop because I was in love with this man... im married and he is single. But he needed me, he just hadnt realised it yet.....
So after several start/ stops i saw him last week, we talked , we laughed, we kissed... but it felt different
I knew i was no longer in love with this man (or the thought i was in love with

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Sunbean,
Welcome to EAS. I believe all of our journies are a little different and we all move at our own pace. I agree and know the feeling that when it's over, it's over. No sense in trying to resuscitate it. You sound amazingly strong and resolved. This is going to help you heal quickly....which isn't to say it's going to be pain free, unfortunately. However, the beauty--and I mean THE ABSOLUTE BEAUTY--of being a woman is that we really are very
Sunbeam -
Hello and welcome.
hi and thanks gal,
Yes it is a bit different with a single ap indeed.
It is so nice that people understand what I meant when I said that it feels different....
Hello Always
Many thanks for your warm welcome, and yes i agree all of our jounreys are a little different.
I maybe sound strong as this isnt the first ending.... the first one was dreadful, and I think once you have felt that you cannt feel as bad again... the first cut is the deepest as the saying goes.
I have forgiven myself, that maybe sounds big headed of me, but I have hurt myself soo much over the past I cannt do it anymore. The days of me weeping into my hands and not being able to get out of bed are over! I made a mistake and i will make this mistake right in my own way with everyone who doesnt know about it but who have suffered.
It is a long journey but one that I must take.
Love to you all
Sunbeam
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