It feels as if I have somehow GRADUATED!
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|Thu, 05-01-2003 - 11:12pm|
In another day, I'll be at 11 WEEKS of NC! Funny, I actually had to whip out the calendar to count the weeks! That certainly is progress for me!
GT... if you're reading this, your REALITY post truly made me smile because facing the reality of what was the truth in my relationship and friendship with xMM was the crux of me being able to just keep walking away from what we had or I should say didn't have!
While I was walking away... at times, it was very hard not to look back because there were times that MM was a good friend to me... but he never could be or will be what I want him to be in my life! Once the reality of this sunk in deep enough... the walking became easier. During the past several months, I've stayed busy, developed new interests, have done a lot of reading about my Catholic faith, in an effort to bring myself to feeling at peace spiritually... I feel so much better about myself today then I did 3 months ago... progress is great! It truly does feel as if I've graduated from a horrible nightmare called MM!
Just wanted to post a short update on myself that's turned out to be longer then I planned.
To those of you still going through the indecision of NC and letting go (for good) please know that it can be done but only once you resolve 100% to doing it FOR YOU!
As always, keeping ALL of you in my thoughts and prayers...
PS..... CALISTUS, Thank YOU for being my Guardian Angel. I have finally begun to understand... it must have been Easter because there have been times that I know HE has heard me :) God Bless!