Well the day that I suspected would happen did a few days ago. I was in the hospital for all of Tuesday due to abdominal pain which felt worse then labor. Next day I was home recovering, still a little hung over from the morpheine they gave me. XOM messaged me asking if he could call later on that evening. At first I was going to ignore it. My heart was racing and I felt dizzy. I asked 'what for' and he said just to talk ...and then I did what i never did before....i typed in "NO"....that was it...a two letter word..but it spoke volumes and it even shocked me. He writes back "please" and i continue to ignore him. He said something like he just wanted to talk, and that he didn't blame me for not wanting to talk to him but when i was good and ready he would like to give me a chance to vent my frustration.....blah blah blah, he'd leave me alone if that is what I wanted. I just ignored. Then he said that he is up late if i change my mind. After that he shut up.
I can say alot of things about this whole incident, but the dominating emotion that I am feeling right now is shock and anger at his Chutzpah...The fact that he would even THINK that I would speak to him after all that he has done proves that he is mentally incompetent....He made it sound like he was doing me a favor. For the longest time I really wanted an opportunity to tear into him and release my frustration..but now he's not worth my energy. He is dirt......and I have proved to myself that I can continue on with NC. I guess things didn't work out with his other married woman so he's sniffing around here like a dog...well get lost Fido.
I feel empowered. I am sad, but I feel empowered. thank you ladies and germs on this board for being so wonderful.
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Girl you are TOO MUCH! You should have sang that song "this boots are made for walking"...lol
Jazzdiva
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