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| Wed, 05-04-2005 - 9:23am |
gather my thoughts. Yesterday was day 2. I had ALL DAY to stew and think in the silence of my office. Finally, I decided I needed to call MM and say what I had to say-if only to make myself feel better. He was very understanding and appreciative that I did not blow up. Not my style-I was very appreciative that he was honest with me about the situation and how he felt. Yes, I felt RELIEVED that he was struggling with this. He at no point was cocky or arrogant. Nor did he make my feelings seem unjustified. I can appreciate that too. I respect his decision to end it. Heck, I couldn't do it . . .one thing he told me that surprisingly made me feel good was that he didn't WANT it to end, but it had to. I feel the same way.
Anyway, if he really is my friend, he will BE my friend in the upcoming months/years, etc., without the bonuses. Only time will tell.
I do feel better today. I taught my dance classes and poured my soul into the spirits of the kids I teach. I even got an offer to teach somewhere else for a gymnastics academy.
K
