It's all about me now.

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It's all about me now.
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Mon, 11-22-2010 - 10:26am

I am in a very strange place right now, only because I have never gotten this far after trying to--and finally--ending it.

It is all about me now. Well, it's probably more accurate to

Oct. 12, 2010 -- began my personal search and rescue mission.

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Mon, 11-22-2010 - 10:41am

Always,

What a curious message title.

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Registered: 11-22-2009
Mon, 11-22-2010 - 11:58am

A~

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Yep, you are walking into uncharted territory now, but the vastness of what lays before you can be exhilarating. It's all in your attitude, girl. If you look at it as an adventure, you could stumble upon amazing little treasures about yourself. If you view it out of fear, what lays over yonder will smell it a mile away. You are in total control now as to how the next chapter in your life is written and played out.

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Yep, they're gonna do that, but the good news is that "time" will soften these blows as you work toward forgiving yourself.

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Be where you are; otherwise you will miss your life. ~ Buddha
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Mon, 11-22-2010 - 12:42pm
"Welcome to your new reality, woman. It will suck at times, but it can also be the most enlightening time of your life."

Agreed. From the ruins, something beautiful can be remade. I am here too. The process of rebuilding myself. It's the first time in my life I have felt free to figure out who I need to be, who I would like to be, and who will get to be on this journey with me.

((HUGS))

Tu.
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Registered: 04-20-2009
Mon, 11-22-2010 - 12:57pm

Alwayst-

Said this before but it bears repeating, the ending process is, like, 5% about getting over the X and 95% about getting over YOU.

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Mon, 11-22-2010 - 1:20pm

Iddy, TU and Dee,

Your words of understanding and encouragement are keeping me balanced enough from falling over. I am feeling better this afternoon than I was this weekend and this morning.

I have to remember that patience thing!!!!

After reading your posts, I looked at myself and said, "Well, damn Alwayst, you really are in the pits and feeling right

Oct. 12, 2010 -- began my personal search and rescue mission.
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Mon, 11-22-2010 - 3:17pm

Ohhhhh ALWAYS!!!!

YOU ARE NOT ALONE.

THIS ISSSSSSSSSSS ALL ABOUT YOU NOW!!! :)

Michelle

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Mon, 11-22-2010 - 3:32pm

Michelle,

I. hear. you. COMPLETELY.

I you, but you have completely worn me out with this post!!! LOL. You have wonderful insight and are so gifted in that you can convey and share it so well. Yes, I am pretty much all of the above, too. :smileywink:

Oct. 12, 2010 -- began my personal search and rescue mission.
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Mon, 11-22-2010 - 3:54pm

Im sorry!

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Mon, 11-22-2010 - 4:52pm
You are adorable. I just wish there was a way I could introveneously hook up to you!!
Oct. 12, 2010 -- began my personal search and rescue mission.
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Mon, 11-22-2010 - 4:58pm

:) I hear that alot.

You should see me in person. Talking with my hands...sitting on the edge of my seat...Huggin the crap out of everybody. :)

xo

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010

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