It's Begun

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It's Begun
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Registered: 12-07-2009
In reply to: skattwo
Mon, 02-15-2010 - 7:17am

Buddy,

I answered your email through my profile and it kicked it back to me. Is that email addy still working? Write to me again through my profile and give me a working email so I can respond to you. Turns out we only live 1/2 and hour from one another. ;-)

((Hugs))

~ Iddy~

   ~Iddy~ 


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In reply to: skattwo
Mon, 02-15-2010 - 10:49am

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Registered: 12-07-2009
In reply to: skattwo
Mon, 02-15-2010 - 11:19am

Skattwo,


I had a late in life A myself. Had just turned 50 and had already worked with Xmm for 10 years. We were very close friends and although I did have a thing for him, I never led on about it. Just before my 50th year ended, he let it slip that he had strong feelings for me, and the rest was history. I was so incredible loney , that naive doesn't even come close to how caught up I had become in such an exciting time in my life. I actually thought this JAM was miserable in his M and was going to make an honest woman out of me. Talk about ignornant and so completely out of touch? I had heard of affairs but never in a million years thought of ever having one. I had turned down MM for many years and was appalled by them.


But, here I was, ready to compromise my integrity for a man that had me completely smitten. Heck, it only took 10 years to fall for him.....

   ~Iddy~ 


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Mon, 02-15-2010 - 11:43am

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Registered: 03-29-2009
In reply to: skattwo
Mon, 02-15-2010 - 7:17pm

Triplets?!?!
Oh, that makes me laugh, and laughs are a little scarce around these parts right now.
i am 48 years old going on 15. the drama, the attention, the ego-stroking have been my drug for the past two years. i freely admit that i have been at the mercy of my junkie mind-and it has played its constant wicked tricks to get the fix. you speak of craving. that is it. exactly. my therapist calls it "jones-ing".

i think i have gotten some insight into WHY i have made the insane choices i have made, but am still working mightily on how to learn to make better choices---or at least stop making these "step-on-the-rake repeatedly" choices. you know what sklat, it really isn't about "them" at all, is it? it's us.

lillie

silence is eloquent, silence is dignified, silence is heard. ...
silence is eloquent, silence is dignified, silence is heard. ...
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Registered: 02-13-2010
In reply to: skattwo
Mon, 02-15-2010 - 7:45pm

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