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| Fri, 10-29-2004 - 11:18am |
Ok. So True's thread on The Full Moon is my excuse for my sheer stupidity. Yup! That must have been it. I am much smarter than that. Or usually I am. Full moon + hormones + being an emotionally wharped person = stupid and really bad decisions.
So yes, I am grasping at straws here with my theory, but I still amaze myself at the decisions and choices I make just for that instant and small moment of gratification. NOT WORTH IT! I know Free. I know. Just really dumb somtimes.
So for those of you who have knocked me off to "supporting the A board"...not so quick!!! I am not leaving! I am back. I am gonna fight this thing again. Back to NC.
NO CONTACT MEANS NO CONTACT. NO EMAIL NO TM...NOTHING! Right Mo. ;). We are doing this together girl. Ok. Round 5. Back to the fight!
xo!
Dipss
ps - for those of you contemplating the contact thing. not worth it. I felt good at the moment and like crap shortly thereafter.

I'm heading off for a big vacation with my DH and kids, but was planning to check in with you first to make sure you were done beating yourself up and were back on track. Glad to see you are!!! :) :)
xo,
K.
Well I am not quite done beating myself up, I think I just like the physical pain. ;)
But thanks for the welcome mat. :)
How long are you away? That is great! Hope you have a great vacation. stupid question...what does DH stand for? I always wonder that.
Boy you were rough yesterday.(much deserved) You do have a tough a** side to you. Who would know it. ;)I felt like I disapointed my family with you. :)
xo!
Dipss
Off for a week, doing the Disney thing, can't wait!!! You be strong while I'm gone! At least I know you're in good hands here! ;-)
xoxo,
K.
Have fun with your family and your DH. ;)
btw- we will miss you the week your hanging out with Mickey and Pluto. :)
Dont forget to go to space mountain.
Safe travels!!!
xoxo!
Dipss
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Hah! One of my favorite songs by Leann Rhymes is "Can't Fight the Moonlight" so see, quite possibly it will be the best excuse you've got. BUT, NEVER think of yourself as stupid! It's the memories that make us stupid....especially when we think we can breathe life back into them with an email or TM. Emotions CANNOT be transmitted across the Internet, thank God; A saving grace when we fall from it, eh? ;)
You're gonna be OK!
~True~
I have to agree with True you do need to stop stomping on your self-esteem your already looking for validation and attention from XMM suggesting that your lacking in that department already.
Start building Dipss up and one day she will not need other people to prove to here how worthwhile a person she is.
Free