Just broke up .... feeling hurt

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Registered: 04-16-2003
Just broke up .... feeling hurt
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Mon, 08-30-2004 - 1:00am
Tonight i just ended an almost three year no strings affair. Me being the unmarried. I resently told my MM that I was starting to feel for me. He then told me that he loves his dear wife and that he does have feelings for me but he would never leave her. He then started to treat me bad. Just being rude with me. So tonight he wanted to come over with short notice and i thought to myself NO. He then said he rarly in the area anymore this irratated me. What im i doing? The sex was getting bad. So what was i doing for myself. It got to the point when i did see him i would cry for a week after due to It just hurt too much. I jsut found out recently that his name was not who he said he is. Three years and i dont know the guys real first name. So, I hope i can come to you all this week for your support this week. I really love this man. I know ill be ok but im going to be doing a lot of crying this week.
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Registered: 12-28-2003
Mon, 08-30-2004 - 8:41pm
Angell2277

Hon you sound far to good for this liar, three years of lieing about his first name, he sounds like a real gem.

You will get over this male and be better off for it, post lots and read lots at this board when your feeling weak or down it really does help.

You may want to consider journaling as a way to get your emotions out it also can help a lot.

Know that your to good to be used by this person or anyone like him.

Stay Strong.

Free

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Registered: 04-16-2003
Tue, 08-31-2004 - 11:31pm
I feel the love here. Im still hurting I still and think about him all the time. But i know it is for the best. My true LTR is out there. Who can love me for me not my body only. Not that i have a great body. lololo What i mean is thats all he wanted me for. How do you forget the way someone holds you during love making or just making love to you. Ill miss him.