Just poking my head out...
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Just poking my head out...
| Sun, 01-02-2011 - 11:17pm |
Bodhi reminded me today [love you, B!] that people disappear now and then and folks tend to worry so I thought I would just poke my head up and say Hello Sexy People of EAS and let you know I am staying the course, reading a pile of books, and waiting for my mind to change my heart...or something like that.

Glad you are staying the course even if you don't post often.
Hello!
Thanks for stopping in!!! It's nice to hear fresh new perspectives and see how different people handle their endings.
So I hope you don't hold yourself back
The good news is, I know this, acknowledge it and have started doing what I need to do to change. I am in therapy, of course, but I think staying NC had shown me I can do things I don't think I can. I would have never guessed I could tolerate so much pain and find ways to soothe myself through it. That sounds kind of sad, but I feel proud of myself for that.
Thanks for the encouragement to post. I want to try to contribute when I feel good about it. I want to be authentic.
thanks for reaching out, heartache.
ubm
You're doing a fine, fine job, sister. I am so proud of you, UBM.
I know there are times when I feel I need to take a break from the board just to clear my head a little more. Although this is an incredibly healthy place to hang out, in many ways it keeps us too close to the A. Of course, it's a matter of perspective, but I'm sure most people know what I mean.
You have done some incredibly hard work and I like your spirit!! Keep it up. 2011 is going to be
((UBM))
Gotta love our gal, Bodhi. What a blessing she had been to this board.
<< I am trying really hard to live the things I know out in a way I can be proud of and speak only when the spirit moves me.>>
Can't ask for more than this right now. You are doing great. It takes a long time to feel comfortable in our own skin again, and you will know when you are getting there. You can reach out then.
I love your EAS promises and will look forward to when encouraging others (actually you have in this post) becomes easier for you. We can use all the bright lights we can get around here to shine the way for others.
Hang in there. I am very proud of you. ((Hugs))
UBM -
Healing only works when we are truthful and authentic. I know it feels like nothing is "moving" but it is. We all have different speed settings - just remember that slow and steady wins the race :) Keep looking for the little moments. You are on the right track and there is NO question in my mind that you will make it past this.
Bodhi