just to stop myself
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| Sun, 04-18-2004 - 5:54pm |
The last couple of time we spoke he told me he was getting a new phone and finally all contact would stop, I told him I was glad it was for the best, affair ended in November! I decided to get a new mobile number as well but when my daughter came home from Uni she needed to look on old number for her National Ins number we had stored on it and there were several texts from xmm from his old phone number asking why I hadn't replied to him saying I had forgotten him pretty quickly etc, we had ended as friends and so I just replied on old number to say I had a new phone and no credit left on the old one and that I would see him around and then just said goodbye. He texted to ask if i had received his new number which he had texted on, I didn't reply that was the last I heard from him until now.
I've told my new chap what has happened and he says I can send a message from his phone asking xmm to leave me alone, or suggested I email him to say the same but his wife could pick this up.
I've been feeling wonderful until now, new relationship is going really well and new man is everything you could want kind, loving etc (though not the same excitment of the affair) thought i was over xmm completely and now this suddenly feel sad and missing him and I don't want to. He was like a drug and I am having withdrawl symtoms. This is stopping me returning his call, now just have to try and stop thinking of him. Haven't need to post for weeks but so glad board is here when you need it.
