just wondering

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Registered: 08-08-2009
just wondering
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Fri, 10-23-2009 - 1:50pm
i was just wondering how long it took

MoonUnit

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Registered: 08-06-2007
In reply to: moonunit02
Fri, 10-23-2009 - 5:18pm

MoonUnit, you ask how ?


With one quick action, I clicked the little boxes next to all the emails and then I clicked the delete box. Gone,

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In reply to: moonunit02
Fri, 10-23-2009 - 6:20pm
i will eventually. i'm just not ready to delete him yet. i have some really beautiful pics of him stored in my laptop, his emails are in a safe acct that no one knows. i was wondering if it was easy to do. i'm not going to block him from emailing me, i know he never will again. i know in my heart that he deleted me, but that's ok because then like i said he wont email me. it's been a week and i'm really missing him,and seeing him on line today made me very emotional.

MoonUnit

MoonUnit

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Registered: 08-06-2007
In reply to: moonunit02
Fri, 10-23-2009 - 7:41pm
It's tough to delete all that, I know. But honestly, do you want to go back and read it all? It's just going to hurt. And the pictures, I deleted those as well. I still have one picture (not in my laptop) that I have in my box of college memories. That was the only one I allowed myself to keep. But really if I want to see him, I can just look online - he's all over the place. But MoonUnit, if I look, it will hurt. It will cause old emotions to rise up and I just can't take it any more. Stop looking online for him. Delete your social networking site if that's where you see him. You have to take drastic measures to get through this. No one said it would be easy. You have so much on your plate right now, it would be in your best interest to avoid anything that is going to upset you, so stay off the site you know he is on.
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In reply to: moonunit02
Fri, 10-23-2009 - 8:38pm
he's part of my email contact list, when he goes on line via through messanger or his email i can see he's on line. i feel so sad because i know when i got off of work tonight we would've talked for hours. i miss it. this is so hard for me. in my heart i want to say truce, in my head i know i made the right choice. eventually i will feel better, i just miss him right now.

MoonUnit

MoonUnit

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In reply to: moonunit02
Fri, 10-23-2009 - 8:44pm
i wont cave and i know he wont cave. i just wonder if he mises me at all. i seen his friend driving through my nieghborhood tonight when i was leaving or work. there's no reason for him to be there, just strange and made old memories.

MoonUnit

MoonUnit