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| Thu, 10-07-2004 - 10:42am |
ladybug, i wish i could have a reason not to go to the wedding and the bridal shower.
but i cant. my kids are walking the wedding. we are friends and we have to go.
you can not imagine the pain i feel to hear her talk about him. so i have stopped calling her. i will have to hear it all at the bridal shower and pretend to be happy for her.
the wedding will be it. the day will be the worst day of my like. like a knife through my heart to see him get married. but i want that day to come already. and i want it to pass.
you can not imagine the pain i feel inside. i really felt a speaical bond with him. i really enjoyed being his friend.
im turning to the board and to you for help. the countdown is on.
i want to be strong. i have started no contact. i want to move on.

I can only imagine what you have to endure through out this ordeal. Stay Strong, start your process of moving on. I am here for u. KEEP IN TOUCH , THIS BOARD IT IS A TRUE HELPER.
Everything will be ok(I know it is easier said than done) You can do this....
I am not the stongest person in the world when it comes to emotional issues, This has torn me in two. But I know that time heals all wounds, before you know it so will yours.
Our situations right now is all about not giving into the temptation and having alot of willpower.
Good Luck.
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Lady Bug