Last Chrismas, This Christmas
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|Thu, 12-06-2012 - 7:54am|
Hi all of you lovely enders out there!
I was just pondering to myself how much I am looking forward to christmas this year, last christmas.... I gave you my heart... opps.... no, last christmas I was
... I was still checking my phone, e-mails and messenger accounts for anything from you - this Chrismas, I have a different e-mail address, a different phone number, a different job - I don't check anything anymore
...I was still shaving my legs and slutting myself up for you every day - this Christmas I don't care, now I wear jeans, trousers or leggings, and am WARM!!!!
...I was still curling my hair everyday for you - this Christmas I adore my straight hair, and have loads more time in the morning to either sleep, or just be with my kids!
...I would drive through snow storms to make it to work just to see if you were there - this Christmas I just work from home and enjoy the fact that I'm not risking my life to see you!
...I didn't see the beauty of winter - this Christmas I am loving the view outside my window, and not caring if I get snowed in with my family for days :-)
...I only thought about when I was going to see you next - this Christmas I think of almost anything else but you!
...I didn't want to go on holidays with my family, because that meant not hearing from you - this Christmas I can't wait to go on christmas holidays, and enjoy the time off with my family!!
...wondering if you would send me a merry christmas message (you never did) - this Chrismas I certainly wont be wondering that this year! You can't get in touch even if you wanted to!
...listening to pathetic excues of why you couldn't meet me. Ahhh....this Christmas I love it that I won't be feeling like a complete idiot this year
...wondering where you were, when you just dispeared of the planet for a few days, not even saying goodbye - this Christmas....who cares where you are!
... wishing I could be with you.. this Christmas I'm so over that!