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|Sat, 12-29-2012 - 2:54pm|
I need to go NC and let it go. Obviously AP isn't going to respond and I need to let it go. I am dangerously close to looking like an idiot. We have a pattern that leads to embarrassment and pain. He ignores me and I react. He knows how to push my buttons. And for what? Probably nothing to do with me and his selfish ass.
I needed his friendship yesterday. And nothing. No response in this game of his. Showed his true colors yet again. I decided to take back my dignity and self respect. I no longer want to feel like this. This isn't fun. A's are supposed to be fun.
I have been lurking over hear from MAS. It was a short time from there to here unlike last time. I must remember that Xap's don't change. NC is effective for a reason. 30 min of NC so far. Lol. Here's to not looking like an idiot!