Lost my best friend too

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Registered: 01-26-2010
Lost my best friend too
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Wed, 01-27-2010 - 6:30am

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Registered: 01-26-2010
Thu, 01-28-2010 - 7:50am

Hi iddy

sorry I'm only just replying now, a friend of mine called round to lend me a shoulder to cry on... Felt better after but I soon slipped back to the bottom of the pile after she left.

I'm sorry I didn't come back on here for some words of wisdom when xAP texted me last night, and I'm doubly sorry to myself for sending a msg back. What an idiot, and needless to say I'm back to square one!

I thought being at work would take my mind off him today but it's sooooooooo not.

I see what you mean about him 'tossing me a crumb'... I have always 9/10 replied to all his messages but he likes to let me dangle by the looks of it.

I know im one suffering here right now, but I can't help
but think that he is in his own way too. It's just the way he writes in his messages. I guess it's no excuse to treat me like this.

So to round off I'm feeling even lower than yesterday and it's all my own stupid fault.

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