And you will :) Every single day you make the right choice, the closer you will get to that goal. I spent 7.5 years (years!!!) in my A. In 9 more days I get to join everyone in Tweenerville - all because of the choice I finally made at the end of June.
I totally understand your tears. I think it's relief, an emotional release knowing you are safe and the past is over with. Of course you will feel guilt and in time you will learn to live with that. Many of us do, especially if there is no d-day. You are coming to terms with the full impact your actions could have had on you and your family, BTDT (!) and your tears are a sign you are recognizing that. Stay strong and welcome back.
Whether you think you can or you think you can't you are probably right. A parrot can repeat what it has learned but the mark of true intelligence is applying what is learned.
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And you will :) Every single day you make the right choice, the closer you will get to that goal. I spent 7.5 years (years!!!) in my A. In 9 more days I get to join everyone in Tweenerville - all because of the choice I finally made at the end of June.
Bodhi
Edited 9/14/2010 3:44 pm ET by bodhi2010
And that is such a big achievement Bodhi, I'm so proud of you and can't wait to follow you :)
Garfy
NC since 13 September 2010 and trying to feel great...
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Hi garfy,
I totally understand your tears. I think it's relief, an emotional release knowing you are safe and the past is over with. Of course you will feel guilt and in time you will learn to live with that. Many of us do, especially if there is no d-day. You are coming to terms with the full impact your actions could have had on you and your family, BTDT (!) and your tears are a sign you are recognizing that. Stay strong and welcome back.
Thank you bandk73, I'm so glad to be back :)
Garfy
NC since 13 September 2010 and trying to feel great...
Fate d
Hi MG,
I have a lot of respect for you. It took a lot of courage to end your A and it took a lot of courage to come back here and lay it all on the table.
Whether you think you can or you think you can't you are probably right. A parrot can repeat what it has learned but the mark of true intelligence is applying what is learned.
E1,
Garfy
NC since 13 September 2010 and trying to feel great...
Fate d
Yo Soy EL Capitan de Mi Vida
Yo Soy EL Capitan de Mi Vida
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