miss the spooning
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miss the spooning
| Mon, 12-13-2004 - 10:07pm |
I was fine...lying in bed reading. Changed positions and it triggered the memory of spooning and I think how I will never get that exact feeling again. I will either be alone without his warm body behind me...or it will be someone that is not him and I can't bear it right now. I used to feel safe and loved and right now I feel lonely and dead.
I hate crying until I am shaking and choking.
I hate crying until I am shaking and choking.
