missing him so much! WHY???

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Registered: 11-15-2009
missing him so much! WHY???
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Tue, 01-05-2010 - 4:34pm
Hey all...its been 61/2 weeks NC for me and i thought that i was thru the worst of it..but the last couple days I feel as tho I have been punched in the GUT again:( for no particular reason..i hear a song..i see something that reminds me of him:( I dont exactly know why. I even have sort of started to casually see a guy who is so nice..but I feel like I'm no where ready to begin another relationship..I am way too insecure and afraid of rejection. I remember a couple times i tried NC i still had H to put his arms around me..and not have to feel so ALONE. But this time i just feel soo small. I dont regret any decision....to leave H or xap..but WOW..i just hate when i feel these regressions! I know he probably doesnt even think about me anymore...and
"Women can fake orgasms but men can fake entire relationships" -Sharon Stone
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Registered: 08-18-2008
Tue, 01-05-2010 - 4:49pm

Hey Sinking,


We all have bad days and even the new, improved, ready for twenty-ten, empowered and most vigilant could always use a hug to get through the day.


So electronic (((hug)))).

Whether you think you can or you think you can't you are probably right. A parrot can repeat what it has learned but the mark of true intelligence is applying what is learned.

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Registered: 12-07-2009
Tue, 01-05-2010 - 5:32pm

((Sinking)),


Your "Void" is acting up today. Sort of like a bad case of indigestion. ;-) You are missing how he made you feel (on a good day), but you need to self correct your wings because one of them is dipping a little too low, KWIM?

   ~Iddy~ 


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Registered: 08-28-2004
Tue, 01-05-2010 - 10:59pm

I'm sorry you are hurting right now. I know the feeling. I'm struggling some too and it sucks. and it's confusing especially when u think you're doing ok

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Registered: 01-18-2009
Wed, 01-06-2010 - 12:33am

Hi Sinking --


I can certainly relate to where you are.