Hey Renewal! Thanks so much for your always kind words and wonderful support! I am trying to stay upbeat...after all that is really all I can do at this point. Negative energy just breeds negative energy, and I am over that. I have to admit I am a bit scared of this next step that starts tomorrow, but I know I will get through it. Thanks for the info about your Aunt too. Heres to hoping! I tell you this A made me go more grey than I should have in 10 years. While in the fog we have so little idea of the impact the A really has on us.
I love reading your posts too! You are doing so great and are working so hard to get through all your feelings. As for me...knowledge and insight...not so much, lots of words and circular arguments...I got that covered. but thanks, really.
And thanks for the song! You did something thats hard to do..and introduce me to a band I have never heard of! I liked the song alot...and it sure is one that we are all striving for....to be completely free of all of this! However, I have realized that getting to that freedom has to come acceptance of what I did. If only now I could forgive myself...then I think freedom would come right on its heels. Hope you are having a good week! I loved your questions for the weekenders last weekend. I will try and get back to them...was planing on answering before I got whisked away by friends. Still working my way back...but that is hard because there is always something in the present on this board worthy to discuss!
Thanks again for all the support Renewal...it means the world peace&light Foggy
Thanks Lolly! I love this one! And I heard it the day after you posted this and it just made me smile ear to ear. One of the best moments of my life was getting to hear them sing this song live...in a 125000 person soccer stadium in Europe! Simply Amazing!
The words speak for themselves and such a wonderful wonderful way to view the world. Thanks for sharing! I hope you have a beautiful day my friend.
Thanks Jen! I so appreciate all your thoughts and prayers. They are helping so much. I agree that the power of the attitude is so important. I have always been such an up beat, and outwardly caring person...and sadly this is the part of me that the A crushed into a tiny ball and threw into a deep pit. I am working so hard to unravel it and climb out. I love your attitude too my tortoise friend. keep on trucking! And I can not believe it has already been 6 weeks since that Zenesday post when you announced you had quit smoking! I am so proud of you on both that and the NC fronts for that! It is amazing when we first start days are painful and weeks go by so slow. Now I can't believe I am already 6 weeks further along in ending than when you first posted that! Crazy
And great song by the way....talk about a flash back! I have this in my ipod for sure...and when ever it comes on I remind myself that even if I don't have something specific to believe in...to always believe in each other...and the power of love to help humanity continue to exist.
Oh Clarity! Thanks for checking in! and Hugs right back atcha! It is so good to see you back around, even if you are still struggling with font issues :) I know that your influence is always missed in your absences.
So yeah, I had surgery for lung cancer 3 weeks ago now and start chemo tomorrow. So thank god for good insurance! I am so happy to hear about your positive experience and obviously am happy to hear that you beat this thing entirely. I am sure that I will too, and the out look from the doctors point of view is that I should have a full recovery...and they caught it very early! But non-the-less yes very scary stuff! I am lucky enough to have some good friends in my life, and lots of good vibes and great prayers from the members of this community to help me through.
And I love the song choice! And it certainly applies to me...on all fronts. Not only this but beating back the dreadful choices and behaviors I partook in while in the A. I have survived and am a better person because of it. Now if only I could take away the hurt from all of those that hurt because of my selfish actions.
And thanks cause I always knew and liked this song...but never knew the artist! Got to love that disco era! Woo whoo!
Oh, and not sure if you found it yet but I did see there is an option to have an email sent to you when someone replies to a thread you have commented on. If you need help I can give you directions on how to find it.
and another thing I have been wanting to ask you for a while since I saw you comment on it on a thread of E1s a while back. Where is this favorite pizza place of yours that you and H go to? I just moved to the Boston area and am always on the lookout for great pizza!
Hope you are well and thanks for all the good wishes and uplifting story of your survival of your battle! I am so glad!
Regina's Pizzeria in the North End!!...it'sTHE best and has been there foreva (you might as well start picking up the Boston accent now...there'll be a lesson at the end of this message
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Thanks so much for your always kind words and wonderful support! I am trying to stay upbeat...after all that is really all I can do at this point. Negative energy just breeds negative energy, and I am over that. I have to admit I am a bit scared of this next step that starts tomorrow, but I know I will get through it. Thanks for the info about your Aunt too. Heres to hoping! I tell you this A made me go more grey than I should have in 10 years. While in the fog we have so little idea of the impact the A really has on us.
I love reading your posts too! You are doing so great and are working so hard to get through all your feelings. As for me...knowledge and insight...not so much, lots of words and circular arguments...I got that covered. but thanks, really.
And thanks for the song! You did something thats hard to do..and introduce me to a band I have never heard of! I liked the song alot...and it sure is one that we are all striving for....to be completely free of all of this! However, I have realized that getting to that freedom has to come acceptance of what I did. If only now I could forgive myself...then I think freedom would come right on its heels.
Hope you are having a good week! I loved your questions for the weekenders last weekend. I will try and get back to them...was planing on answering before I got whisked away by friends. Still working my way back...but that is hard because there is always something in the present on this board worthy to discuss!
Thanks again for all the support Renewal...it means the world
peace&light
Foggy
I love this one! And I heard it the day after you posted this and it just made me smile ear to ear. One of the best moments of my life was getting to hear them sing this song live...in a 125000 person soccer stadium in Europe! Simply Amazing!
The words speak for themselves and such a wonderful wonderful way to view the world. Thanks for sharing! I hope you have a beautiful day my friend.
peace&light
Foggy
And great song by the way....talk about a flash back! I have this in my ipod for sure...and when ever it comes on I remind myself that even if I don't have something specific to believe in...to always believe in each other...and the power of love to help humanity continue to exist.
Wishing you peace, joy & light my friend.
Foggy
So yeah, I had surgery for lung cancer 3 weeks ago now and start chemo tomorrow. So thank god for good insurance! I am so happy to hear about your positive experience and obviously am happy to hear that you beat this thing entirely. I am sure that I will too, and the out look from the doctors point of view is that I should have a full recovery...and they caught it very early! But non-the-less yes very scary stuff! I am lucky enough to have some good friends in my life, and lots of good vibes and great prayers from the members of this community to help me through.
And I love the song choice! And it certainly applies to me...on all fronts. Not only this but beating back the dreadful choices and behaviors I partook in while in the A. I have survived and am a better person because of it. Now if only I could take away the hurt from all of those that hurt because of my selfish actions.
And thanks cause I always knew and liked this song...but never knew the artist! Got to love that disco era! Woo whoo!
Oh, and not sure if you found it yet but I did see there is an option to have an email sent to you when someone replies to a thread you have commented on. If you need help I can give you directions on how to find it.
and another thing I have been wanting to ask you for a while since I saw you comment on it on a thread of E1s a while back. Where is this favorite pizza place of yours that you and H go to? I just moved to the Boston area and am always on the lookout for great pizza!
Hope you are well and thanks for all the good wishes and uplifting story of your survival of your battle! I am so glad!
peace&light
foggy
Regina's Pizzeria in the North End!!...it'sTHE best and has been there foreva (you might as well start picking up the Boston accent now...there'll be a lesson at the end of this message
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