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| Thu, 10-22-2009 - 12:06am |
I have been thinking a lot about everything I read on here. Trying to find something that will forever be ingrained into my brain and help me to learn.
I started thinking and have realized a few things that I am not so sure what to do with.
I have figured out that I tend to use cop outs to get out of sticky situations (A in particular). I have often used other people as my reason for ending and unfortunately this time was no different. I used the W telling me that I was interfering as my exit. I have often said I want to be done and to know that he is done. Now I am wondering why I ever expected him to be done when I always used someone else as a reason to end it. I never stood up and said I don't want this and that I am not okay with this life which is what I should of been doing all along. I was never direct about what I wanted and here I sit hoping and praying it is done this time when

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Hi Kristin,
It looks like you're doing some soul-searching and trying to understand what lead you down the A road.
It's all good stuff and good for you for writing it down.
<< have figured out that I tend to use cop outs to get out of sticky situations>> If you see this as a problem, then maybe explore when
Whether you think you can or you think you can't you are probably right. A parrot can repeat what it has learned but the mark of true intelligence is applying what is learned.