NC- 1 month - I want to call him .
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| Fri, 04-15-2005 - 6:52pm |
Hey ,
I really need to post more often I think it would really help me .
Maybe I wouldnt feel as vulnerable as I am right now .
I can't even begin to express how I feel .
Lonely, very lonely, sad , confused and so much more .
I know if I do call him it will be a huge REGRET . I know he probably would NOT
answer cell after seeing my # . Same goes for a Text or e-mail .
I have NO plans this weekend . It has been a very long week .
I am the married one unhappy and miserable . How do you cope ?
My head is just so cluttered I cant think clearly .
I cant get OM off my MIND !!!!!!!
i THOUGHT IF i WROTE THE URGE TO CONTACT om WILL PASS. lETS HOPE SO .
I am feeling soo veryyyy weak .......
Hugs to all who are hurting and thumbs up to all who are taking back their lives .
NNJ - anyone from NJ out there ?
Thanx for reading ..........

call a friend instead, call your husband or a family member
be strong, post here if u must
max
Lov
Don't cave into that temptation and it will pass and you will be stronger for it, you are right if you contact him you will end up regreting it so don't go there.
What steps are you taking to deal with your married life FIXING/ENDING something to give you hope for a better future ??
Hang in there you can do this.
Free
Just want to tell you that I feel the SAME way too. I'm married as well, and am (mutually) ending a nine-month relationship with a single other man. It's SO painful! This is a person I've spoken with nearly every single day for close to a year. A person who shared my deepest thoughts and feelings. Now? It feels so empty. Time just stretches ahead endlessly.
I've cried more in this past week than I have in years. Still can't believe I allowed myself to get into such a mess. Yet, falling in love with him felt as natural as breathing...
I know everyone here is right about NC. No different answers or solutions from me. Just wanted you to know that you're not alone - someone else too is sharing that empty sadness and intense longing for contact again...
Michele

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