My summary of events is that I broke NC again (I suk at this) but after he fished. He wants to stay friends but I just cant do it. I dont need his friendship- I have plenty of friends. I actually feel ok about it at the moment. I miss him so much and think about him heaps. Being NC is exhausting but getting easier.
But I am so much better than I was at 2 weeks. I dont feel any near as miserable, or as hopeless. He has lost his lustre a fair bit. So Im trying to hang on to that feeling and forging ahead.
Another week ahead of NC- but its getting a tiny bit easier.
NCCCCCCCCC
YOU ARE BACK!!!! Boy did I miss you!!!!!!
My summary of events is that I broke NC again (I suk at this) but after he fished. He wants to stay friends but I just cant do it. I dont need his friendship- I have plenty of friends. I actually feel ok about it at the moment. I miss him so much and think about him heaps. Being NC is exhausting but getting easier.
But I am so much better than I was at 2 weeks. I dont feel any near as miserable, or as hopeless. He has lost his lustre a fair bit. So Im trying to hang on to that feeling and forging ahead.
Another week ahead of NC- but its getting a tiny bit easier.
IGGGGGYYYYYYYYY
New Choices, New Chapter,
New Challenges,
I too understand the amount of times I think of SG as how much better (or not) I am getting.