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Need to Fess Up
| Mon, 08-16-2010 - 11:29pm |
When I ended the A and tried to stick to LC, it was so very hard.
| Mon, 08-16-2010 - 11:29pm |
When I ended the A and tried to stick to LC, it was so very hard.
Alohagirl
I understand your thinking...I really do...btdt, but you know what?...that was relinquishing your power.
I hope you are feeling better.
I hate "my daddy told me" stories.....BUT, from a young lad, he always spoke of "poking someone in the eye". He was not an educated man, but was wise in this respect.
If you poke someone, they will respond. Poke them in the eye and they will respond with the worst response you can get.
The law of physics probably comes into play someway. "Every action......."
When you play your trump card you have to be willing to make your stand and die if necessary right then and there with your decision.
Better to walk and block, then poke someone in the eye.
Less than two weeks left.......you'll make it.
Hang in there. It is going to get better.
In life you can absolutely count on one thing, - everything can turn around in one day, in one minute sometimes. Don't you dare give up, and remember,,,,,,,,,,,,,that you are a being of immense power and breathtaking beauty created in the image of God.
We only miss what could have been.
We only miss what could have been. I know I don't miss what it really was.
AG,
Hate is a very strong emotion, opposite of love. Wanting someone to hate us is still begging for a reaction, albeit, a negative one. Therefore your intentions were disingenuous, thus causing more pain for yourself and him. I think you understand this now, and confessing it to us should hopefully clear the fog for you even more. Once we admit to the motivations behinds our actions, we are starting to be much more honest with ourselves.
Only a couple more weeks, honey, and by then you will be more at ease with the changes that are about to take place at work. Once he's gone you will feel a void, but continuing to live an honest life will have that void filled up in no time. You have a chance to start over again, and this is a great gift.
((Hugs))
~Iddy~
I not "fessing up" that I did what I did because I wanted some sort of reaction from him, even if it were negative nor am I hurting because he now "hates" me.
Whatever your reasons for fessing up, AG, the fact remains that wanting someone to hate us is STILL wanting
~Iddy~