Need to really do it this time!
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Need to really do it this time!
| Mon, 03-01-2004 - 10:48am |
So, I've fallen off the NC wagon several times now. But, last night I talked to the OM, and really commited to no more contact. Sooooo hard, but I know it's the right thing to do. I need to make sure I really love him; that he's not just an addiction. And, I need to see if I can re-connect with my H.
So, I'm already getting the shakes from no e-mail or calls this morning. Trying to keep my sense of humor but, hoenstly, I just keep crying. And it's only been 5 hours. I've heard it takes three weeks to feel better. Is that true?

With different people it's different times, the fact that your hurting so fast says addiction or codependency.
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