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Need some strength this morning
| Wed, 11-10-2004 - 8:44am |
Well I was so proud of myself for not anwering his calls yesterday, but then he e-mailed me this morning. All it said was " Just wanted to say thank you for (dd's) balloons and "love me" bear. You are truly a sweetheart."
If that's all he wanted to tell me, why couldn't he have just left it on my voicemail when he called? Is he trying to get me to contact him? I was thinking of just leaving him a text message that just says "you're welcome! Sorry for not taking your calls. Hope you understand." Would that be a bad idea? I think I'm weakening. I need help!!!
If that's all he wanted to tell me, why couldn't he have just left it on my voicemail when he called? Is he trying to get me to contact him? I was thinking of just leaving him a text message that just says "you're welcome! Sorry for not taking your calls. Hope you understand." Would that be a bad idea? I think I'm weakening. I need help!!!

Huggs,
KRM
I won't do it if you don't do it!!! I hate this. It's so hard. Everyone keeps saying don't call, don't call. If he wants you back he'll call you. Well what if you're not taking those calls? How will you know he wants you back? I don't want to play games with him. I don't want him to decide, "well she's moved on so I'll give up". Gonna be a tough day.Don't want to disappoint anyone, including myself, so I'll try to stay strong. You with me??
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I remember well all the justifications I gave myself for taking the calls and they weren't dissimilar to your own. I remember I lasted 5mos before I caved BIG time, too.
Honey, don't worry about not taking a call that says he wants you back. He knows how you feel, Pal. Presumably he even knows where you live. If he really, REALLY wanted you to know something as important as that, he'd find a way of moving heaven and earth in order that you got the message.
Hey! I won't call mine if you won't call yours, deal? ;)
Wishing you strength & peace,
Posie
Don't make the call, honey. As much as you're struggling now, it'll be much worse if you open yourself to any other conversations with him. Think about it - if it was anyone else, would you really call them to thank them for calling and leaving a message to thank you for a gift???? Probably not. Who has that kind of time?????
Burn the board up if you must. Just don't call him. We're here for you. Love, Mo.