need to vent

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Registered: 12-27-2003
need to vent
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Mon, 01-12-2004 - 3:25pm
i just want to know what input u guys can give me . i tried to contact om today and was unsuccessful (thank god!) but i just want to get a hold of him and shake the s**t out of him!!!! i want to ask him what nerve he has telling me he loves me .if anyone remembers my story i as well as u guys know i have other issues to worry about instead of this idiot! some of the stuff he feeds my head with are : baby i am so in love with you , you are all i think about when i lay in bed at night , you are all i think about when i have sex with my girl, i think about u all day long, yada yada yada. and his #1 excuse is what kind of man would i be if i had u leave someone who has nothing to be with someone who has nothing, what kind of man would i be if i just up and left my girl and her (STRESS HER)three kids to find out that i left them to be with their former next door neighbor . my point is what does that matter??? i just am sick of hearing lie after lie after lie. he was my friend before all this so why can't he speak the truth? i wish i could figure out what draws me to him i wish i could say the sex ( that would be the easy way out) but i firmly believe it is all the attention he has given me over the past 8 months . i just am utterly confused and i am sorry i fell for this man so hard that obviously is going to take me a while to get over . thanks for listening (reading.)
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Registered: 04-24-2003
In reply to: trisha8175
Mon, 01-12-2004 - 3:49pm
hang in there. You sound like a strong, sane woman, and know that that you are worth more. I know we all say that but you really sound like you know its a hard road in front of you, but you are well on your way. YOU have your bags packed and are just looking around to see if you forgot anything. YOU HAVEN*T SO KEEP ON GOING:: great strength to you. And you will get that attention we ALL crave so. From us here, from your family, from another sweet man sometime soon. Take care
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Registered: 03-25-2003
In reply to: trisha8175
Mon, 01-12-2004 - 8:05pm

Trisha....why on earth do you continue to waste your time listening to xMM? DO you really want to end your affair? My suggestion is you stop listening and responding to xMM. As in find something else to do with your time that actually benefits Y.O.U. and stops the urge to keep looking backwards on your life. xMM lies. You know it. So does he. So why listen?


You're certainly worth more than a lie..............


cl-nre