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| Tue, 02-15-2005 - 1:48pm |
Hi-I am new here. I kinda stumbled upon this board...I am two months out of a 9 month EMA with a single OM. I married (6years) with two awesome daughters. I love my husband and he is great but he is like a brother. I feel NO attraction to him. I feel I fell in love with this OM. He is noone that I can see myself married to or raising my children, but something about him makes me crazy. He is like a drug I cannot put down. I have emailed him a few times since we ended things and he has responded back, but basically just saying he cares about me but we did the right thing, etc. I am so hurt and feel so rejected. I hate this. I just want to forget him and the way he made me feel. In some ways I am so relieved it is over and in others I am devestated! HELP! When does it get easier??? Will I ever feel right about my husband again? I can't leave him-I have tried. What is wrong with me?
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| Tue, 02-15-2005 - 2:53pm |
Do you see yourself staying married to your husband? If so, maybe you should work on getting that spark back for him. Maybe through marriage counseling or something like that? Does your husband know how you feel? If you work things out with your husband, maybe the OW will be just a faded memory in the long run.
