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|Sun, 05-18-2003 - 11:21am|
I'm new here and I was on another board but think that it's getting to be the time that I switch over to this one.
I have been in an EMA for over a year now and I think I need to end it. I am feeling more and more disatisfied with what I have and truly don't know how to escape this nightmare I have myself caught up in. To say I am scared is a huge understatement. He has become my very best friend and I know if I lose the relationship I lose him. I lose the person who I truly trust with all my secrets. I don't know how to live without him as my friend. I know I can live without him as my lover as we don't get the chance to sleep together all that often so our A is built more on emotion than sex.
My Marriage is dull and unexciting. Actually that is a huge understatement. I don't love my husbnad the way I should and I think he loves me more for my abilty to know where everything is located rather than for ME. H knows I am unhappy and he thinks that trying harder and harder will fix this. I've thought long and hard about my marriage and wanting out and have come to the conclusion that my M is over becuase of H and I. This has nothing to do with MM. I also talked with a close girlfriend about this and she said that she thinks my marriage is ending for reasons other than my EMA.
I'm so lost scared and confused. Any advice?