new here...2 hours NC
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new here...2 hours NC
| Sun, 02-22-2004 - 1:28am |
I'm new here, and it's been exactly two hours since we got off the phone after deciding to go NC. I feel so misserable!!!! I know I'll get better, eventually, but right now I want to kick and scream!! lol The hardest part is that he said he will never forget me and that he will miss me very much. But he has to try to make his marriage work and I do understand that, as much as I hate it right now. The worst part is that for the first time ver we said "I love you" to each other before we hung up, for the last time. I hate this!!!!

I wish I could say or do something to ease your pain...but, sadly, there is nothing. But I can tell you this....I've been in total NC for about 2 weeks...haven't seen each other in about 2 months...and it does get better...slowly, but surely. These past few days, I'm feeling a *tinge* bit stronger...but it waxes and wanes.
Keep coming here, keep posting, read the archives. The first few days and couple of weeks ARE the roughest, but you'll make it.
big hugs
dharma