Initially mid November until XAP stalked me on Christmas Eve, and I ended up telling him I did love him even though i made it clear that i would NEVER resume the A again, so i regard that as breaking NC.
Justified by saying I had the right to great sex and much needed attention (H travels for work a lot, and is always tired)
Enough was enough when I let my A control my emotions and how I saw myself and what I felt. I let it set the tone for the day. Also got tired of the emotional ride. If we did not agree AP would just get angry and shut me out! Would not listen to my points or what I wanted to say.
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Hi Lolly
NC date (day you went NC)
Initially mid November until XAP stalked me on Christmas Eve, and I ended up telling him I did love him even though i made it clear that i would NEVER resume the A again, so i regard that as breaking NC.
Married w/ 2 kids
Was lurking and decided I could do this!
Justified by saying I had the right to great sex and much needed attention (H travels for work a lot, and is always tired)
Enough was enough when I let my A control my emotions and how I saw myself and what I felt. I let it set the tone for the day. Also got tired of the emotional ride. If we did not agree AP would just get angry and shut me out! Would not listen to my points or what I wanted to say.
NC date (day you went NC) November 22nd
Married or Single? Married 25 years; XAP also married.
How you got here? Used to post on MAS while in the A.
Hello,
I am amexdm but feel too new and hated to repsond. Maybe in 30 days NC?
Lolly, is your story in an old post that I may find? I would be interested to learn more about you as well.
Thanks,
Amexdm
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