new year new beginnings
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| Sat, 01-01-2005 - 8:40am |
I am another oldie who has not been posting only lurking.I am posting here in hopes of the support that will help me through the changes that the new year has brought to me.
I have been with my MM since sept 2003, this last November I made the decision to end my marriage, it was the best thing for me.
After a wonderful christmas with my MM, last night it came to an end. THe main reason being lack of trust. I know that he loves me deeply as I love him in return. I am very sad about the end, but out of respect for him I am letting him end it with dignity on both of our parts. I want for him to be happy, and if leaving his W and starting a life with me is not what will make him happy then so be it. I will give him the chance to have a life not full of risk and drama.
I will have the memory of his love to keep me warm at night. To ease the lonliness that will come. Maybe someday I will meet another man who can give me the happiness that I had with him, but his shoes will not fill easily. there will never be another that can live up to the things that I found with him.
So its a new year and a time to find a new me, I am trying to go into this new year feeling positive thoughts, this is my year.
I hope you all have a wonderful new year and that at least one of us find the happiness and satisfaction that we all are looking for!
Try to find that inner peace during the emotional ups and downs that face each us each day by loving someone who has taken vows with another.
I am sending hugs to everyone here posters and lurkers,
HAPPY NEW YEAR
Seeburg

HI See
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU.
When first we met we did not guess that Love would prove so hard a master.
~ Robert Bridges ~
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A woman must do what he can't.

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