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Newbie trouble update
| Fri, 11-05-2010 - 10:58am |
(i had added this on to my last post but old ones have been poping up again randomly...)
Its been another NC week since I wrote this. I must have read your responses 100 times in the last few days. I'm really trying to process all the things I wrote. But mist importantly I want to say thank you for such thoughtful replies and while it felt cathatrtic to just pour everything out i also want you to know that your words have helped me get one more week NC under my belt. It IS a gift I'm giving him damit!! Yay me! And it is nice to think that he cares enough to leave me be too. I'm gonna trust y'all on that one.
Been turning more if my attn. To H and RL and its paying off. It's been a good week and had a great weekend with H. You know, he went out at 11 pm one night to put gas in my car for me? I didn't even know until I was looking for him and my son told me. He's a keeper. That's just one little thing in a great week of him coming home early, asking me to lunch etc..
Anyway... It's been nice for a change and I am so appreciative, of everyone.
xoxoxo
Chechi
Its been another NC week since I wrote this. I must have read your responses 100 times in the last few days. I'm really trying to process all the things I wrote. But mist importantly I want to say thank you for such thoughtful replies and while it felt cathatrtic to just pour everything out i also want you to know that your words have helped me get one more week NC under my belt. It IS a gift I'm giving him damit!! Yay me! And it is nice to think that he cares enough to leave me be too. I'm gonna trust y'all on that one.
Been turning more if my attn. To H and RL and its paying off. It's been a good week and had a great weekend with H. You know, he went out at 11 pm one night to put gas in my car for me? I didn't even know until I was looking for him and my son told me. He's a keeper. That's just one little thing in a great week of him coming home early, asking me to lunch etc..
Anyway... It's been nice for a change and I am so appreciative, of everyone.
xoxoxo
Chechi

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This made me smile. Keep up the good work, honey. You are on your way.
((Hugs))