Nights like tonight are torture!
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|Wed, 08-08-2012 - 5:16am|
Day 12 of NC, but sooo tempted! I work nights, and tonight has been really slow here at work, so the night has been dragging on and on and on. Plus this is where A stared, so even thou he doesn't work here anymore I am reminded of him nightly.. this is where we used to sit and talk for hours..this is where we first kissed...this is where we first had sex...you get the idea. Plus he lives a mile from my house, and I drive by his neighborhood on my way to work every night. He hasn't tried to contact me, but the bad thing is I know his cell number by heart and get so tempted to just text him how much I'm missing him or still love him. This A is like an addiction!! Struggling so hard to "stay sober"!!!