No excuses....

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Registered: 09-16-2009
No excuses....
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Mon, 11-09-2009 - 2:07pm

With deep regrets; I am back head hanging low and starting over AGAIN. I think I need to find

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iVillage Member
Registered: 09-16-2009
Fri, 11-13-2009 - 11:28am

Couldn't agree with you more.


Have a great weekend. Thanks for the continued support.



HP

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Registered: 07-28-2009
Mon, 11-23-2009 - 8:14am

Good Morning HP!


Just wanted to see how you were doing...

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Registered: 09-16-2009
Sun, 11-29-2009 - 7:41pm

It feels like an eternity; I haven't been on here much; I have felt somewhat healed; no contact; more control; more wholesome; stronger; wiser; and more determined. I am thankful this thanksgiving for finding the end; and moving to a more peaceful place within myself.


I am not cured but am healing; I am not anxious or anticipating anymore; I am at peace.


Blessings to your end of the world - hope you are sharing in the same emotions its takens me almost a month to get here again; but I feel I am so much better than a month ago.


Hugs,


HP

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Registered: 07-28-2009
Mon, 11-30-2009 - 8:07am

Good to hear from you!!!

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Registered: 09-16-2009
Wed, 12-02-2009 - 5:04pm

You know Peaceful is a good thing.


I haven't felt the need to come here anymore; I always enjoy hearing from you of course; however; I just am working towards the future and forgetting the past; I believe I am almost to 1 month NC; and it feels damn good; I haven't had any distractions; however; my phone has rung several times; and its been UNKNOWN and at odd times of the night; I just hit "ignore".


I guess my mind is pre-occupied now with the Holidays and the good things in life; I haven't drifted or taken any steps backwards. I am stronger and more determined to keep life in check; its amazing how simple and stress-less it really is without worrying about or anticipating my phone to go off and him to interupt my life.


Thanks for taking me through this journey....I think we are

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